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Re-evaluation of life. All we can do is help other people out and hope for something in return. That's all life is, exchanges of labor or manufactured products for a monetary or intrinsic value. That's how I need to feel if dutnoise is going to last. If I contribute a lot of work into this system the community will reward me with money from advertisement and with network connection. I love the fact that I'm only about to turn 19. Roger asked me how old I was at work today and when I said I was 18 everyone turned their heads because I was the youngest in the office by at least a year and I had more work experience then the people older than me by 2 years. I need motivation! Money and Fame aren't enough any more =P. I wish I could find someone that made me want to work hard. Not like a slave drive har har. Passively motivated me. I gave a very short lecture on the history of the pc and the os to lizz today with michael's added commentary. That was fun. I don't think it would be a bad deal to get my phd in cs and teach it after for a few years. Write a few books, work on my own projects and talk to some kids about computers =). Sounds like now, minus the books although I've written some technical tutorials before and sometimes my documentation turns out to be much like a short story.